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2011年1月7日 星期五

There is no talent

There is no talent
I’m good with computers. At least compared with others at my age. And believe me, I’ve heard it a lot: “Wow, you really have a talent there!” Well, apparently I do have a talent for computers. Or …?
Let’s try an experiment: Take all of my knowledge of computer related matters and divide it by the number of hours I’ve spent in front of my computer. That’s my “speed” of learning. Then let’s do the same with some of my friends, who are not so “technically inclined”. Whose score would be largest? If I have a talent for computers, it would make sense that I learn it faster than others, right?
Truth is, I believe I would have scored far lower than “regular” people. I’ve spent tons of hours in front of my computer and very often I don’t learn anything new or create something different. Heck, I’ve probably been “wasting” more hours than many non-technically inclined have spent in total. That doesn’t sound like a talent?
I believe that there is no such thing as talent.
There is only passion. I have a passion for computers, computer science, programming, creating things, sharing things, helping others and so on. That’s why I’m willing to spend tons of hours on it: Because it’s fun; because I like it; because it’s what I want to do. That’s why I decided to do it.
In fact, I remember my first encounter with programming quite well. My father has always been working with system management, and I never really realized what he actually did on a day-to-day basis. It was all very distant to me. However, one day he had to write a small application for a client, and he ended up doing at least some parts of it at home. I didn’t quite understand what the program was supposed to do, or how Dad managed to make it do so, but I would just sit right next to him and watch him work. Not asking questions or trying to understand anything (he was working after all), but simply watching was interesting enough for me.
And that’s what triggered my passion. Suddenly I started experimenting with FrontPage, HTML, JavaScript (mostly copy-pasting snippets from other places), PHP and MySQL. I was constantly looking for a better free hosting service, and looking all over the internet for PHP scripts I could install and enhance. How I loved HotScripts! Those were some years full of experimenting and fun, without a clear understanding about how the technologies worked (both together and apart).

The great thing about starting with this while you’re young is that nobody judges you. You are supposed to just having fun, and even if something is way out of your league they won’t burst your bubble, but rather let you continue experimenting.
As soon as you grow up, people will have expectations about you. “You can’t sing.” “You want to paint? Just give up already!” “Skating? Man, you’re wasting your time!” They might not say it like that, but if you’re doing something beyond people’s expectation, you will be met by skepticism. People say that it’s good to “try something new”, but the moment the “something” is considered difficult, you’re “wasting your time” instead.
You will look around and find other people at your age who are way better than you at playing guitar, skating or singing. How can you possibly be as good as them? They must have a talent for it! But in reality, all they did was starting earlier than you or have been spending more time doing it.
It’s so easy to give up; it might almost seem like the whole world is against you. Well, forget about the rest of the world. There is no such thing as talent, and in the end you will end up as skilled as your “talented” heros.
Simply by following your passion.

2007年5月14日 星期一

兩難

常識告訴我們,所有這些對環境來說都是災難性的。但常識又告訴我們,旅遊正對全世界貧窮社會的經濟發展做出巨大貢獻。當飛機把鮮花和蔬菜從非洲和墨西哥運到歐洲和美國時,碳排放也隨之劇增。然而,如果中止這種運輸,數百萬從事種植業的窮人利益就會遭受損失。
http://www.chinadialogue.net/article/show/single/ch/1003

2007年4月14日 星期六

AL感覺

ps. 或者以下一段引文可以描述我現時感覺

其實,當年的緊張,一方面是害怕失敗,另一方面也害怕別人對我的期望。加上我早就立志進大學讀物理,所以在物理科方面的自我期許也很高。其實嚴格來 說,我不是怕考得不好,「盡其在我,樂天知命」一向是我的座右銘。我只是怕因為自己未盡全力而考得不好。那份內咎,我負擔不起。

from: 都付笑談中

2007年2月14日 星期三

情人節

今晚在大會堂溫書完畢後回家

途中
見到好多人

心想
今日不是星期天
為何會這麼多人?

開初以為是聖誕節

但再想一想
聖誕節已經過了很久

再看
見到人人的手中都有一束束花
不禁問
難道今天是清明?

仔細一看
人們的手總是相連

一切都明白了
原來今日是情人節

情人節
本來係情侶們享受的日子

但我想
最享受情人節的並不是情侶們

最享受情人節的
莫過是商店的老闆們

沒有情人節
花店的花會受人注意嗎?

沒有情人節
珠寶店的珠寶會被取下架嗎?

沒有情人節
男士們的荷包會空空如也嗎?

沒有情人節
老闆們的利潤會豐厚嗎?

我不禁想問
在一個被消費文化薰染的情人節裡
情人的愛意是否一定要透過物質傳遞?